lets talk about yesterday.

i met my sweetest cousin in town for lunch Manhattan Fish Market. exact place : Plaza Sing. its on her treat. harhar! so sweet alright! LOVE HER! and dear, im missing the Country Mushroom now!!

we chatted and chatted. cant imagine that i really miss her that much. we chatted loads. :P

and next we headed down Cathay for movie! and we caught BALLS OF FURY! oh my gosh! MAGGIE Q HAS SUCHA HOT BODY! how i wish i can be like her~~~~~~~~ harhar!

thanks dear for everything. its deeply appreciated by missy moi. hees ",)

oh yes! YOU KNOW! not all guys from new urban male are GAYS! haha. WHY? proud to say, one of the staff wanted to befriend me yesterday!! but to think again, not too proud too.. why? the "standard" of the guys there dropped drastically. harhar!

i was like really? who is the guy? where is he? and his friend said: hes behind shelves. AIY!!! cousin wanted to tell him that i am actually her GIRLFRIEND! but she ended everything by saying: she has a boyfriend already. THANKS DEAR! always there to help moi! hehe. :P

and TODAY!

IT IS A GREAT DAY!

my boyfriend and i headed for Kboxing Session. and off we headed to Suntec for "marketing". coz. imma chef in da house tonight!

i cooked for my boyfriend. DINNER! and its hell tiring. sweats~

soup, vegetables, etc... it took me 2hours. please be honoured my darling!

normally, i have serene with me to cook too. we share jobs to do. but tonight, its specially for my sweetheart. haha..so noone is available to help cept for my bf. but well cant do, coz its specially for HIM! harhar.

and i left some for my bro too! OHHHH im sucha sweet sister RIGHT?!

went WINDOW SHOPPING. and!!! i wanna buy SKIN CARE PRODUCTS! im MAD about it!

and i taste a little of the one pint of Ben and Jerrys Chocolate Fudge Brownie. gosh it taste way too yummilicious....

oh ya. thanks to jo for being so nice with the MEDIUM YAMI YOGURT icy ker limmuu!! SO NICE OF YOU LAR! thank you!

oh! someone forwarded this clip to me. and ive been thinking about it all day!

try pouring Coke on PORK. i guarantee you will be never touch pork and be halal.

why do i say that? damn the stupid clip.

imma lover of the PIG ORGAN SOUP. and definitely PORK RIBS and all. but that clip totally ERKS me.

this somebody poured coke on pork. and 2hours later, i see MAGGOTS growing from the PORK. disgusting. whats wrong with COKE? life threatening lor! imagine maggots growing in your stomach? after eating pork and drinking coke? omgosh!

i told my brother and guess what.. he took a look at his big stomach and..... change topic. HARHAR!

its Man Utd and B Ham tonight...

=> JAN(my pretty sister in law) enjoy your PHUKET TRIP TOMORROW!

life is just sooooo good!

oh. i miss serene!

just got up from bed. and here i am fellowshipping with my blog. haha!

ive uploaded some pictures. oh ya. by the way. just for some of your information. im back to my camwhoring times again!! i miss camwhoring!!

moi!














the presents one at serene's birthday celebration down at Tony Roma's (orchard).

im gonna play today! YEA!!

i miss my darling sweetheart.

ill be back for some REAL updates. :)

i have a very hardworking brother.

he slogged like mad at work. all i do is study and do a bit of part time.

im happy when he comes home and shares with me about his work. the tips he got and all. i hope i could quickly graduate and work. so that i can at least lighten the burden he is carrying now. he gave up studies just to work, not that he is tired of school. its just that my dad over in taiwan aint "really" supporting us. and my brother is really a smart kid in school. top in class alright. not once but EVERY year!!! what about me? im just among the top 10 well im standing 8th in class when i was in primary school only! that was my only -hao lian- part! SIGH. why God let him work so young? i guess he would accomplish better in future. what if my brother become a rich man? wow! he will become a rich man!! and i will become a rich woman!!!!! i think? haha! im still rich now! a penny more! haha!

oh ya. talking about studies. know what!!! there was once i see my brother studying at night. i was like my gosh.. "act hardworking ah" and many days later he brought back results. guess what?! if i didnt remember wrongly. its 95/100 either that or 98/100 lar. just the very high marks lar. damn smart right!!! he is a smart kid! now a smart man! haha! but still a person always need a helping hand. who can give him a helping hand?

dear God, please send my brother his guardian angel.

sometimes when i take a look at my brother, i wondered. what are his goals? his dreams? what he wants to accomplish in life? but when he tell me his plans. im very happy. well just that i didnt show my HAPPINESS out lar. hard on the outside right? haha!

i think God is good to the both of us. at least we both still have got each other. thou we always QUARREL. but we "xiang yi wei ming" alright. i love him still. he is always my "gor gor" not "ge ge" i dont like the sound "ge ge" so drama. haha.

i pray that my brother would see more colours in life. and God please give him a helping hand. he needs it. im sure.

as for myself, ME TOO. i need to see more colours thou i think my life is equally colourful. haha! i need the smart brain like my bros. i wanna be smarTER. i want to slog as hard as my brother..

i need God's helping hands too. my one and only Father in Heaven.

well. im gonna work later. YESH. more money coming in! its so gonna be a good day!

my sweetheart has finally started ground school. the staying in at Air Force School. im so gonna miss him like mad. and days counting down to departing to Aussie. its so damn near.

oh yes. he aint able to celebrate my actual birthday with me this year. so my dear beloveds! please do something!!!

sweetheart and i went cycling yesterday!!! how great! sporting eh! hehe! and damn i fly outta the bicycle. HAHAR! i really flew out and lie on the side of the path.really the lying face now kind? but yea my face very important to me so... no face down just body. haha.

and damn! i got a big blue black on my left knee. and a slight abrasion on my right knee. and red patches on my both palm. haha!

i got loadsa pictures to upload. but have yet to receive from serene.

celebrated serene's 20th birthday at Tony Roma's Restaurant on the 19th. had a great dinner. yummilicious. full slab of St louis style ribs. wings, cheese sticks, onion loaf. bake potato and all. great! and with addition her Gelare's 100% ice cream birthday cake. it certainly taste as great!

off we headed down to clarke quay. drank and sang. i had a great time. but so sorry serene dear that i was on the phone half of the time. haha!

oh ya. i hope you like my presents too!! most importantly! I LOVE YOU!!!

and my 20th is coming very soon!

i'll be back with pictures soon!

oh ya. the very important match yesterday. are you guys happy? man utd is way too cool!

and i caught chuck and larry with sweetheart! DAMN funny! go watch it~

things has gotten better now.

and. I LOVE WATCHING GHOST WHISPERER!

the gorgeous looking!

and i love MOCHI PEACH ICE CREAM!

yummilicious!

pizza was mmmmmmm yum yum!!!!

get well soon my dearest serene!!! poor girl, food poisoning.

pays coming in to me in no time! WHEEEE!

my roller coaster is still going down now.

why hasnt it start going up yet?

how am i supposed to keep myself from falling?

i am so damn sad.

i never wanted things to be like that.

i hope things gets better.

im still sad thou.

hi world~

phew its finally a rest day for me. feels good doing nothing much. not exactly doing nothing. im BLOGGING. harhar.

well what have i been up to recently?

im got myself into some shit. why shit? its hell loadsa shit lor! hate it.

i went to work for NATAS fair from friday to sun. morning till night. i thought its gonna be super easy task to work 12hours as im already a 12hours part timer at my current job.

but hell no! the people i worked with are definitely great. as they are my CLASSMATES mah. but the supervisors! omg. SUCK!

i dont care if they are supervisors. i respect them if they do their job. SHOW GOOD EXAMPLE! but hey. they SLACKED like mad within their own group at the bloody same place. and told us that we are not supposed to stand there. oh yea right not supposed to, what are you doing here? with your group of very "hardworking" friends?

they are just holding flyers and sticking together. groups of 4 or 5 i guess. thats working? they are staying put at one place? TALKING. ya prolly give out a few pieces of flyers lor.

we are walking round the whole place to give out the flyers. if we dont, we will be bored to death. coz the very "hardworking" people will walk to us tell us spread out or something. and we obviously aint supposed to nua. and the place is super boring.

we are bored and we cant rest for a while, so roxann and i started to "zi" high! we started laughing and advertising ourselves: TRAVEL INSURANCE 50% DISCOUNT!!! TRAVEL INSURANCE!!! HALF PRICE!! HI TAKE A LOOK! HI!! PLEASE TAKE ONE! TAKE A LOOK!!!

we even target the little kids! those kids whose parents are carrying and those walking with parents even those who are at other counters...

we even came out with this:" you wanna touch our star star balloon right? take one first. den i let you touch" and the kids really did as told. haha!

this is how bored. i think i deserved a higher pay. haha. and sunday was the last day. i decided to nua abit. so after giving out loadsa flyers and witnessing the very "hardworking" people NUA again. i got abit turned off at work. so i wanted to nua too. we walked to a very outta world place. but some i dont know which kaypo. told the supervisors. and they brought their whole group of very "hardworking" ones to spot check. and while walking said things like : hor caught you guys again. nuaing. and etc etc. i cant be bothered with them. i treat them like just some nonsensical beings walking pass.

they have no rights to say we NUA coz they themselves nua more than we do! we walked rounds and rounds and we keep seeing them nua! ridiculous. they are the nua kings and queens.

i was quite pissed with them. the supervisors. gosh! please show you are supervisor material can! when asked why they can stand there. one took a very close look at the others name tag with the supervisor tag. meaning they can stand there coz they are supervisor.

RUBBISH. total rubbish. supervisor take money only ah? theres no need to work? stand only lar? i guess they feel im kinda rude to them. but yea im stating facts!

they come to me and said we nua. so we go to them and i saw they nua so i said they nua! and one supervisor standing at the COKE place facing inside told me he aint nuaing he giving out flyers!

i wanted to laugh like mad. coz theres noone inside coke booth other than the other nua kings and queens!!!!!!

and im so not gonna work at this fair for that company again!

i got loadsa pictures to share... but im lazy! haha!

i miss serene!

i wanna go shopping!!!!!

i cant wait for WEDNESDAY!!!!!

its gonna be a good time my sweetest people!!

belated10thdarling~

my exams are OVER!

AND ITS PLAYIME!

lets burn the papers! harhar!!

feels good. like a large burden is carried off me. no more studying till wee hours and not being able to sleep and stressing too much. but hey. i did not break down. HARHAR.

i rushed home after my last paper around 4pm. getting ready to head out to meet my sweetheart. his on block leave the whole of this week. but im only able to spend 2 days together with him. SIGH! first was preparing for exams, second is that im working for the upcoming Natas Fair. can earn quite alot in just 3 days. so not gonna miss that chance. haha. and sweethearts starting ground school soon. im gonna miss him very much.

caught ratatouille and dinner at Crystal Jade Dining in at Vivo. superb meal. great company. delicious food served. wonderful service. it was three digit. haha!!

and today is gonna be a GOOD DAY WORLD!

heres something i thought it could give people some motivation? to... keep on keeping on!!

Whatever your cross
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain...

Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call...

He knows every heartache,
sees every tear,
A word from His lips,
can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger,
throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish,
in dawn's early light...

The Saviour is waiting,
somewhere above,
To give you His grace,
and send you His love...

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows...
after the rain..."

i guess God has kept all my tears in a very big bottle in heaven. i actually prayed for my exams and i did all my exams with a peaceful heart! and i thank God for it. i know He is always there. to give me a better day!

so its gonna be a GOOD DAY!!!

OMGOSHH!!!!!

EXAM STRESS!!!!

i was mugging the whole of the week and mugging the whole of yesterday for the paper today. and its Principal Of Marketing.

its hell tons of WORDS to remember. well, fact is, to understand the whole book. and especially trying to understand the definition of this and that. oh man! i bet the whole shit has killed my brain cells. poor brainy of mine.

my darling sweetheart bought BRANDS CHICKEN ESSENCE for missy moi! how sweet can he be???!!

i offered one to serene. hopefully her wings can fly! to work harder for the last paper of hers! no more red bulls darling. BRANDS more healthy!

i was studying up till the wee hours last night. i was nervous, stressed, worried and etc. i couldnt sleep, understand the book and all.

called up my boyfriend at 2plus. he asked me to sleep. i did so. but i went back to mugged till 5am. i was lying on my bed. trying to sleep BUT! i just cant! the "what is market segmentation?" "what is the marketing research process?" "consumer buying behaviour?" "Public Relations?" "the macro and micro environment?" ETC ETC just keep running in and out in and out.

can you guys feel my stress?? its not only that! and the Office Admin and Banking Finance TOO!

i was mugging like mad and i received a very STUPID call at 430am!

this fucking idiot has been calling for quite sometime. not on my mobile but my HOME. its just that my brother has warned me earlier about that call. saying that this person calls and scold vulgarities for nuts.

each time he/she calls i didnt want to bother. so i left the home phone ringing. RIGHT IN THE VERY "EARLY" MORNING! it just kept ringing for damn long lar!

so yesterday. i know its that bastard/bitch. i answered the call. the person just screamed : CHAO CHEE BYE!

and i replied: KAO PEI LAR! i wanted to add on all the whatever vulgarities i know. and i wanted to continue to say im studying like mad here dont come and disturb me you lousy animal. but before i could, that thing ended the call.

and it sounded scary. felt as thou my life is being threatened. sounded like a disgusting old man. but also sounded like a old grandmother. has been calling all these while alright! its kinda getting on my nerves.

how did that "bastardy" person get my home number? and who is he/she? i offended noone too! unless some old people is jealous of missy moi.

talking about jealousness. i hate people who gets jealous for i dont know what reasons. why couldnt one just be CONTENTED with oneself. rather than being JEALOUS of others. dont be stupid, how jealous you are of others, you are just jealous but you aint gonna be like them. its time to wake up and be yourself rather than wasting your time to be JEALOUS! it makes you stupid.

and also about kind people. its none other than my dearest serene! harhar!

also, i concluded that i love to talk rubbish! my boyfriend says im just too stressed out nowadays! PARDON MOI!

why does my fringe seemed like it has stopped growing. why my hair length seemed like it will never will long too? no more cheapo haircuts.

nice weather these days. love it.

love my sweetest sweetheart most! -end

my sweetheart is in the CLUB now while i just got home from a very late dinner after much torturing mugging session.

I AM SO GONNA CLUB AFTER MY EXAMS! IM GONNA IM GONNA CLUBBBBBB!!

im preparing for just 3 paper but it takes more than a week to do so......

my sweetheart is enjoying himself. im so jealous......... please take pictures with pretty ladies if you think there is. if, any...

there shouldnt be right? coz im the prettiest. haha!!!

i want to do many things. but theres too little time for me......

please tell me that i have done my very best and that i should keep on keeping on!

i love my friends!

i thought i should head to the gym today.

and yeap i was there for the whole of two hours.

now i hope that after all the exercising, my mood gets better and able to study HARDER. haha. hope all the !@#% gets into this brain of mine. haha.

i wanna head gym-ing again!

itsmuggingtime.again..

hi world.

i received a call that got me pondering on why would one think SO damn much on a simple word? and worst of all, aint thinking towards the positive but the negative. it might cause others to think im actually a damn PROUD person. its quite disappointing.

i would definitely be proud if i have gotten it and eventually EXCEL in it. but lo and behold, i haven even GOT IT for God sake?

i said i was assured of this thingy. but what i meant was that im really keen about it and im gonna work hard. and that im working hard to GET it. not i know and i am ASSURED that i have already GOTTEN it.

such a word carries deep meaning to the extend of receiving a call to ask for some clarification. it kinda gave me a shock.

all i said was one simple word. but i dont understand why would one simple word would cause other to go the EXTRA mile to think for more.

moreover i thought that one knows what i meant. but if one does, that call wouldnt be ringing earlier. so, the one actually dont even know who i AM.

and i dont even think one needs to call to ask. or, why would it even go across one mind to think that way of me?

on the lighter note.

oh yea. i had a great dinner tonight. wonderful meal with great companions.

if you guys noticed, ive not blogged much. well. the fact is, ive nothing to blog.

ive been studying. but i dont know if im so stressed up that i feel and fear that my A is getting further and further away from me. and coz of that im kind of like panicking. but it just doesnt show.

i need to exercise too. i feel fat like a pig. and my unhealthy lifestyle is killing me. the no running, the no swimming all those is really killing me.

i cant wait for hols to come and im gonna exercise to the max. feel my life is so unhealthy coz of the never exercise jessie. cannot take it. i need to get ME back soon.

i need shopping therapy too. im so damn bored with the same outfit all the time. dresses i want. heels shoes etc etc all i want.

alright. i need to fellowship with my lala now. nights world.

"pre-exam" sickness~

hateit):

thanks serene dearest for everything. bighuggie for big deary.

who shall i thank but God for all of you? thanks dearest serene!

one who never fails to encourage me. never fails to motivate me. never fails to listen to my complains and never fails to scold my boyfriend! HARHAR! the last part obviously is a JOKE~

my love for him is like a BAAM! each tickles on the clock, my love for him tickles. i want him. all of him. every single bit of him. my sweetest baby! LOVE HIM!

a way to your secret place.

take my tears and pain away!

cant believe that im in love. everyday~

im happy that my friends around me found the pillar to call their own. the man they love. im happy for them.

and i definitely love the man who holds the important key to my heart too! HARHAR!

I LOVE MY SWEETEST BABY!

MY ALL SO PRECIOUS SWEETEST ONE!

I LOVE YOU MOST!

-blessed me-